Who are you Lord? (Acts 9:5)
This question was the start of a life-long journey of discovery, searching out the richness of Christ and walking with the Holy Spirit. The man that asked this question had status in religious circles and carried a zeal for the things of God greater than his contemporaries. Paul was the man with all the answers and yet everything he achieved fell to the wayside when he encountered the living God.
After this moment Paul's life was forever changed. He went from abusing the church to eventually establishing them. He wrote most of the new testament in which the heart of God is revealed to humanity and although he spent many lonely nights in prison, he never lost his hunger to know Him.
Philippians 3:8 in the amplified says;
"...I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege (the overwhelming preciousness, the surpassing worth, and supreme advantage) of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him [of perceiving and recognizing and understanding Him more fully and clearly]..."
During this unusual time I encourage you to ask the question and expect God to reveal more of Himself to you.